Hm, not much in the way of art lately, but I have tons of stuff I haven't l posted and don't plan to post.
So I've been a little off lately, it started with just one day where I couldn't breathe, I have asthma and sometimes that happens, rarelt, but happens. It was pretty fucking bad though, my whole body was shaking, my friend kept trying to get me to go to the hospital, but I just didn't want to, and I knew my mom wouldn't drive me anyways. So after awhile I couldn't move to much, not enough oxygen was getting in and my body was just drained, and I tried to lie down and go to sleep but ever few seconds I had to sit up for a breathe, I swear I looked like the girl in the Grudge who died in that tiny little dark room.
The next day I slept in...till 5...5....in the afternoon....same as today......I don't understand how because last night I went to bed at 12 or 1, its happend before and my mom's freaked out. Anyways after I got up I couldn't see, so I ended up falling into our hallway full of shit. And the thing that bothers me more then anything else in the world, I haven't been able to eat much, I'll be starving then eat a few bites of whatever, and either stop or choak down what I'm eatting, I'm a pretty fat bitch and I need food, I love food, and I'm already a pretty pissy chick, take away the food... well, that's not good.

My anixiety has been horrible lately, I had to go to Kelowna yesterday and usually I'm excited to go to chapters and get a new book, but I was there for 2 seconds i had to leave,
Cant eat, cant breathe, cant leave my house.
I'm having a bit of trouble remembering things right now, having a hard time typing, I've never backspaced so much in my whole like *_*
My health is killing me lately, my disaster of a house is one of the big problems, and its not doing my mom or cats any good either, anyways Childs Play 2 is on and watching Chucky going on a murderous spree to find Andy would be nice right now.